I've been neglecting my art horribly so far this year. The stress of my fiance being deployed and trying to settle back into normal life when he came home in July has been rough. Honestly I got lazy and uninspired the past 9 months. It was easier to come home and do nothing or work my ass off at my job then be creative by any means. Depression doesn't help matters either. Just when I though I had it under control, all my favorite hobbies were totally ignored. For me that's the biggest sign that depression's hitting.
Now Ski's been home nearly a month and a half. I'm a lot happier obviously and feeling more inspired every day. It took a few weeks before I could find the focus to write again and the urge to draw has just started. I'm managing to balance work, college, time with Ski and my hobbies again. It's always a good sign when the voices of your RP characters start speaking up and demand that you sit down to write. Now I'm carrying a small sketch pad around the house. Anytime I catch the cats in a funny sleeping position I draw it out. They're amazing help when it comes to breaking out of my normal stiff dragon poses.
Music is a miracle worker! It's impossible to stay down when you've got such great tunes to get you through the day. Music makes me happy, especially when it's live. Thank you so much to my little brother Madison and army buddy Hare for introducing me to some amazing new punk and hardcore bands. With them I've passed my 9 months alone rocking out and heading to every concert I can hit in a 100 mile radius of home. They helped the time pass by quicker. Since Ski's been home we've had an awesome time seeing our friends Ember play and even got to see Mayhem Fest this year! I'll always be a CTHC girl at heart! I grew up following the bands from tiny venues to national shows and I doubt that will ever change as I get older.
Thank you to my friends and family who know me well enough when times get dark. They're the people who give me a good slap and drag me out of the house to have fun again.
The future?
For art, I'm currently working on some new dragon sketches inspired by my sleeping kitties. I want to keep developing my skills and finally get some good use out of the tablet my parents got me for my birthday. Embreth's reference was just the beginning of the level I'd like to achieve and surpass with my art. Mixing drawn dragons and real photos of people is very hard to pull off but that one piece is one of my proudest moments. I have no shortage of dragons to draw and ideas rolling around in my head.
I have a lot of tattoo work to get started on too. I have a tattoo project for my dear friend Cass that I can't wait to sit down and work on. Ski has given me free reign of designing half of his body too. I'll be working with our tattoo artist Roman on getting everything down on paper and inked into Ski's skin.
As for the rest of life, I'm currently in my second semester of college for my second degree. I got stuck on my English essays for months but I'm made a bit of progress. I just really hate structured writing with 50 million pre-writing steps.
Our furry crew has grown. We still have our three cats (Syndher, Hayze and Riley) and snake Elly. She's finally shedding and eating regularly again. Our newest editions are Kiira my sable German Shepard pup and Rascal, Nick's husky pup who lives with us. Kiira is the half sister to my black Shepard Riddick. Buddy and Tank are still hanging around being the always lovable lazy boys. They both have finally filled out and look like solid dogs for once instead of lanky awkward adolescents. Tank tips the scale at over 100lbs now!
I'm still the head technician at a local animal hospital. I've got a great crew to work with and the surgeries I assist with every day keep life very interesting. Ski gets out of the Army next Marc and is headed to the police academy. We're planning on getting married in the coming months and starting to save up for a house.
Life is good right now and I can only hope it continues to stay that way!
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